--< Ramadhan Kareem >--

Salam Ramadhan guys..may our Ramadhan this year will more greatful than previous..aminn..pepun,,keep on our prayer oqey!!

but to tell u,,Ramadhan this year such differ to me..im feeling different than before..semacam sayu sgt..i do not know what exactly happen to me right now..why do am i keep on crying?every single night,,my tears shedding,,sampai bantal basah2..kenape aku ni huh?huhuhu...i am dissapointed!..dissapointed of someone..i can do nothing..am i trying to change someone's behaviour??oh no i guess,,because it cannot work at all..i dont know what to do,,im truly dissapointed!..im just keep on prayer,,hope one day everythings gonna be alright as before...aminnnn...

ala ape ni zahidah..come on,,bulan ramadhan bukan untuk sedih2..but actually,,i can pretend to others that i am definitely alright,,but deep inside...i am not..!

but,betul la ape yg Allah b'firman..

'ala bizikrillah tadmainnal qulub'
(dgn mengingati Allah,,hati akan tenang)

Whenever i feel sad,,depressed,,n dissapointment..cepat2 ambil wudu',n baca al Quran..hey guys,,try this,,n u will realize thats are really amazing...memang betul2 tenang lepas tu..it doesnt need to take cigarette or what else to release tension ok (stupid ideas)..al Quran tu dah cukup..x caye,,try la buat..

i do want to ask some ques la..but i do not know to whom i could ask for..so type jela kan..huhu..

"why men like takes cigarette to release tension?
even they know it will destroy them?
is it because nafsu?or influenced by someone?"

haha sile2 jawab...i hate it much..jerk..but then,,wherever i go,,there are so many men smoking..rimaslaa...waaaaa sedih laaa....kalaulah aku ada power,,for sure aku akan tlg hentikan benda ni..huhuhuhu...frankly,,its hard for me to accept it..please sgt100...i implore u,,im begging u...saya merayu sangat3...please stop it!!!..jgn buat saya mcm ni...im hurt!!=(

hope this Ramadhan will help u to stop it..ill pray for it..but u have to push urself as well...we can do it..gambatte!!!!

okei dokei,,..aku ni asyik talks nonsence je..x penat ke..huhu..

till then,,.